(this is just to say I'm sorry.)
...looks like I've ruined this once again...
I'm
sorry for all the things I've done
for all the things I've said
that made you (feel) this way
for all the mistakes I've made
for all the times you've cried
and I've
tried to show you that I'm not like all the rest
I've done my best
but that's not enough.
I
owe you more than this could ever be
(you mean so much to me)
but because we are like this
no longer one and I
haven't time enough to apologize fully
for you and me, I guess this is the end
for you and I, I guess this is goodbye.
((I thought we were meant to last
but the time goes by so fast.))
But I
tried too hard to make you realize that I
am sensitive inside and I could never be
never, all that you want from me
because you are so full of life
and I...
and I...
And I
could never really give you all that you deserve
and I
tried as hard as I could to preserve this
and I
wish I was there for you with you and we
meant more to me than anything that I could ever be.
And I'm
sorry that I never cared about all you had to say
I'm sorry that I made you feel this way but I
could never really appreciate all you had to offer
for all the things I'll never give
and all I never gave I
just wish something could save us, take this all away and I
know that someplace deep inside that I will always love
you.
I have never felt this deeply about anyone in my life.
((I have never felt this emptied by anyone in my life.))
Wish that I could be with you on my way.
And I'm
sorry I never showed you all the precious little things I hold so close
that I could never change myself for us
I'm sorry I never really understood all that you mean to me, until now
but it's too late anyhow
it's time to end the show
pack it up, it's time to go
I'm so sorry that things had to end this way.
I hope I become a part of you.
I know that you've become a part of me.
((I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me.))
When I think about all I have done.
When I think about all I haven't done.
((When I close my eyes, forever in my heart you will be
know that no matter what, I can never forget you.))
And I
thank you for all the tender kisses
for all your smiles
thanks for all the nights when you would let me hold you close
those i loved the most
wish we could share it all once again
I thank you for all that I have learned (from you)
and all I ever loved (about you)
I think it fair to say that you were always right and I was wrong again.
I'm sorry.